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cw: suicidal ideation
Date:
2024-07-19 12:36 am (UTC)
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[Jacob keeps his eyes on Norton for a moment.]
Do you know why I gave the gun to Trevor?
I was going to use it on my fucking self. Or maybe you. Or Saga. Or someone else I give a shit about.
Because dying is better than waking up with nothing in my life but the shit I've been through.
No one gives a shit, Norton. It's all a slog of useless bullshit, day after day.
[His voice raises and he can see tge red on himself, but no one else can. He looks to his hands, feeling himself break apart like he had with Saga.]
I came back from the war and I got fuck all. I gave
everything
to people and got nothing back! And I'm the idiot who expected it.
You're not getting your goddamn deal because I'm a piece of shit who won't graduate because it doesn't matter. Nothing will change.
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cw: suicidal ideation
Date: 2024-07-19 12:36 am (UTC)Do you know why I gave the gun to Trevor?
I was going to use it on my fucking self. Or maybe you. Or Saga. Or someone else I give a shit about.
Because dying is better than waking up with nothing in my life but the shit I've been through.
No one gives a shit, Norton. It's all a slog of useless bullshit, day after day.
[His voice raises and he can see tge red on himself, but no one else can. He looks to his hands, feeling himself break apart like he had with Saga.]
I came back from the war and I got fuck all. I gave everything to people and got nothing back! And I'm the idiot who expected it.
You're not getting your goddamn deal because I'm a piece of shit who won't graduate because it doesn't matter. Nothing will change.