He stays where he is. "I want you around, Astarion. For a lot of reasons I've told you before."
Jacob breathes deep. "And you might mess it up, I might fuck it up, but is it worth not having it at all? I'm fucking scared, too. I'm scared you're going to find something better and I won't be useful anymore and I'll lose you. This. That's what I'm afraid of."
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Date: 2024-09-30 07:07 pm (UTC)He stays where he is. "I want you around, Astarion. For a lot of reasons I've told you before."
Jacob breathes deep. "And you might mess it up, I might fuck it up, but is it worth not having it at all? I'm fucking scared, too. I'm scared you're going to find something better and I won't be useful anymore and I'll lose you. This. That's what I'm afraid of."