[This is the very tippy top of the iceberg that is Abel's emotional hell. There is more and the deeper it gets the worse it gets, he has no idea how he got here.]
It isn't like I haven't tried before...and I know it isn't right, but when I say something sentimental he deflects in any sort of way he knows how.
[He feels frustrated already, because there are so many layers to this that he feels makes it not as easy as just talking, but doing a deep dive into what he knows of Norton's history and his own isn't exactly what he wanted out of this.]
Like I said, I want to ask what it is he wants, I'd like to know how he feels. I think it's the gap in time, perhaps a cultural disconnect, but even when we've talked about something serious, I don't think he's ever been entirely honest about how he's feeling.
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Re: Audio
Date: 2025-01-06 03:10 am (UTC)It isn't like I haven't tried before...and I know it isn't right, but when I say something sentimental he deflects in any sort of way he knows how.
[He feels frustrated already, because there are so many layers to this that he feels makes it not as easy as just talking, but doing a deep dive into what he knows of Norton's history and his own isn't exactly what he wanted out of this.]
Like I said, I want to ask what it is he wants, I'd like to know how he feels. I think it's the gap in time, perhaps a cultural disconnect, but even when we've talked about something serious, I don't think he's ever been entirely honest about how he's feeling.