[That's what Sweeney had asked him, and he still isn't sure what he can ask for.]
Well for one, it would be nice to just have a conversation about it with- [He's so glad this is audio, he did this on purpose, just like the conversation he'd had with Fitz on the same topic. But he'd already said Jacob knew them, so he shouldn't hesitate to give him context.] Norton about any of it...Half the time we talk I don't say half of what I should because I don't know if he'd react well. And maybe that's changed, it's been months but...god, you said before you have no idea what that means for him and I have no clue either.
And then there's Alexei, and I... I'm worried that he's going to take it wrong if I tell him I want more than just him. I can't figure out what to say that will minimize that, because It isn't like I don't know there's a whole lot of rhetoric back home that says he shouldn't be good enough, and I don't believe that, but... he might think I do. I don't know. It's just...muddy.
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Re: Audio
Date: 2025-01-06 01:25 am (UTC)Well for one, it would be nice to just have a conversation about it with- [He's so glad this is audio, he did this on purpose, just like the conversation he'd had with Fitz on the same topic. But he'd already said Jacob knew them, so he shouldn't hesitate to give him context.] Norton about any of it...Half the time we talk I don't say half of what I should because I don't know if he'd react well. And maybe that's changed, it's been months but...god, you said before you have no idea what that means for him and I have no clue either.
And then there's Alexei, and I... I'm worried that he's going to take it wrong if I tell him I want more than just him. I can't figure out what to say that will minimize that, because It isn't like I don't know there's a whole lot of rhetoric back home that says he shouldn't be good enough, and I don't believe that, but... he might think I do. I don't know. It's just...muddy.