weaponwithoutpurpose

weaponwithoutpurpose

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weaponwithoutpurpose

The blindfold goes over his eyes and he doesn't pull away, but stiffens immediately until he takes a breath.

"I'm alright," he says in the same tone he had used with Astarion when they first tried switching. He's alert but not nervous, relaxed without being entirely comfortable just yet.

"And uh...no." He looks around, but the blindfold is efficient enough.

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handleyourshit

She did worry, a little; she doesn't know a lot of Jacob's history, and what she does know means she wouldn't be surprised if he had some negative associations with this.

But the trust has to go both ways, so she watches carefully when he stiffens and when he says he's okay, she murmurs, "Good," and steps back.

She pulls a chair out into the center of enough space for her to be able to walk around it, and then returns to him, taking his hand. "Follow me," she bids him, tugging him to his feet and guiding him to sit in it.

"You can talk, and ask questions. You can react, but your hands stay where I put them. Alright?"

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He takes her hand and stands, picking his way across the floor until he meets the chair. Sitting gives him a little more grounding, and he's able to laugh a bit at the command.

"Yes ma'am." The nerves are still there, but this sounds like a game he really wants to play. And that excitement supercedes worry.

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handleyourshit

"You're a natural," she purrs, voice warm as she considers him. She ends up staying in front of him, reaching to guide his hands up to settle, for now, on her hips.

Her own reach back up to card through his hair, a familiar enough touch for them both, giving him time to settle and be able to be more curious than anxious. She keeps the motion smooth, repetitive and predictable, deviating only to brush his jaw or the side of his neck idly, watching his face closely for cues in these early moments.

"Doing alright?" she asks, quiet, encouraging, after a few lazy minutes.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He's settling more and more with each movement of her fingers through his hair, and he lets out a breath. He's happy enough to keep his hands still, brushing this thumb along the bump of her hip bone.

"I'm alright. Feels - weird. Not bad. Just - like I'm not doing enough. For you."

Jacob is most comfortable being in the background. Helping and supporting. The attention focused on him makes him antsy, but the blindfold actually does wonders.

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handleyourshit

"You're doing plenty for me," she assures him, smiling. He has his hands on her so he'll feel her bend forward a bit, but she doesn't give him time to guess much before she's letting the ends of her hair tickle against his cheek, her voice low and velvet, her breath hot right in his ear when she says, "You gave me all of you to do whatever I want with. Didn't you?"

She reaches up to scoop his hands up then, setting them on his own thighs before stepping back and starting a slow circuit clockwise around him.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He turns his face towards her, catching the scent and feel of her hair with a thrill through his chest.

He keeps his hands down, but he's remarkably alert and attuned to her position, his body anticipating the next touch.

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handleyourshit

She doesn't touch him at all, nothing more than the sound or shadow of her passing for two, three revolutions.

On the fourth she trails her arm extended behind her, so the tracing of her fingertips across the line of his shoulders comes right to left when she's almost back in front of him already.

"I've dabbled a little," she offers, almost idly; also, by this point, probably unnecessarily. She's toying with the top button on his shirt, tossing the tails of her makeshift blindfold out of her way, but doesn't undo anything. She hooks a finger under his belt at the front of his hip, tugs up lightly, drops away.

"Enough to know a few things I like. Not enough to be bored."

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weaponwithoutpurpose

She touches him finally and he feels a pleasant shudder fall along his back. Oh - he's in trouble, he thinks, and he doesn't want to be anywhere else.

He raises his hand, just slightly, then stops himself before returning it down to its original position.

"Yeah? What do you like?"

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handleyourshit

She doesn't reprimand him when he moves his hand, but she does stop moving herself entirely until he's replaced it.

"Good," she praises, affectionate, and goes back to tugging the bottom of his shirt free.

"I like this. Getting to call the shots, the challenge of making it good." She indulges in tracing the muscles of his arms, follows one all the way down to put his left hand back up on her hip again.

"But I've got a sub streak, too," she admits, sliding one of her legs over his, front to front.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

It is criminal the way he responds to that praise. She says 'good' and he's absolute putty in her hands. He wasn't comfortable before; now he's loose and alert, eager to please.

He squeezes her hip gently in response, leaning back in quiet and delightful agony.

"Yeah? Where do you hide it?" he teases lightly.

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handleyourshit

"Somewhere safe," she breathes, pleased by what she sees. Pleased that her hunch was right, and knowing she has to be so, so careful here.

She slides the inside of her thigh right down the outside of his, changing her mind from her original thought to straddle his lap, letting his hand trail where it will as she sinks down to her knees between his feet.

"It's not for everyone, after all." She drapes one arm across his lap, setting her chin on it, and guiding his hand over to kiss his palm before bringing it to her cheek.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He can sense the shape of her based on those touches. He's memorized her face, the way she feels under his touch, and he uses that now to imagine. She slides down and he sits up, brishing his fingers along soft skin when she lets him touch her again.

"No, it ain't. Gotta do it right, I guess. What do you like about it?"

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handleyourshit

The position itself is, of course, suggestive; so often, sex is the easiest - or perhaps just most common - form of intimacy, but she doesn't reach for his belt buckle, doesn't reach for his zipper even if her fingers do idly trace his inseam from time to time. She leans her face into his touch, and she leans against his leg, and she lets his touch wander uncurbed.

"Submission in this context can't be forced. It can only be gifted, and it can be taken away at a word." Somewhere in her circling outside of his perception, she let her hair down from its ponytail and it hangs loose around her shoulders now. "So if I've given someone that control over me, I feel safe with them. I know they'll take care of me. I trust them not to hurt me."

And those are all things that are markedly absent from her life at present, aren't they?

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He can feel her hair by his fingers and he trails idly around the back of her neck, testing boundaries as much as he is simply enjoying the warmth and pressure of her against him.

"There anyone you trust that much?" he asks because he knows the answer is no for the Barge but - he doesn't know who she had at home other than the one asshole she mentioned.

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handleyourshit

She slides her hand up, underneath his shirt, finding the skin of his abdomen to trace nonsense patterns on with her fingertips.

"There was once," she admits. She reaches back and puts her hand over his, not pulling his away, but halting the forward motion where it is. "Might be again. You applying?"

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He doesn't push any farther, choosing instead to return back to her cheek. "Thinking about it," he says honestly. "Think I'd make the cut?"

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handleyourshit

She smiles, murmurs "Good" again into the heel of his hand when she turns her head to kiss it, and then leans back out of reach on her way back to her feet.

"I think I wouldn't have said anything if I didn't think you would. More? Or did I make my point?"

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weaponwithoutpurpose

He lets his hands fall back to his lap.

"You made your point," he says, in a half daze, a little delirious with it. There's nothing in the room now, save her. Nothing in his world matters more right now. "But you can make it as much as you want."

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handleyourshit

She hums softly, considering. She lets her boots sound on the floor, strolling back around behind him again.

"Close your eyes for me," she decides. She gives him a moment to comply, and then she's reaching for the knot she tied with the blindfold. "Keep them closed until I say. Can you do that?"

She pulls the shirt away, drops it to the floor. Her hands slide down the front of his shoulders from where she's standing, finding their way under his shirt, nails crooking into his skin without digging in at all.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

"Yeah," he answers, and his eyes are shut when she takes the blindfold off. He straightens under her touch, the sensation almost too much in the best way.

"Do I get my hands back?" he asks to keep himself sane.

From:

handleyourshit

"Nope," she answers, popping the consonant just a bit, pulling her nails back up to his shoulders.

"Leave them right where they are. Just like that," she fills in when she steps back, makes no effort to hide the rustle of fabric again somewhere behind him.

The next time she touches him, it's her mouth on the side of his neck, her tongue hot and warm and her lips sealing to suck too gently to bruise, but intently nonetheless.

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weaponwithoutpurpose

It feels so passive to be this way, to do this, to experience and not give.

"Cruel," he teases, keeping alert for what she's doing or where she might go next.

But then her mouth is on him and he grips the fabric of his trousers, squeezing his eyes shut. Nevertheless, he leans into her slightly, a soft moan escaping his lips.

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handleyourshit

Oh, she likes that. She likes that a lot, and instead of responding right away, she keeps doing what she's doing while her hands slide back down his front to find the bottom of his shirt to work it up as far as she can without him lifting his arms to help.

"Would it be crueller if I just wanted to look at you?" she asks, head still bent close enough that the ends of her hair brush his newly bared skin, and she blows softly over the wet spot she just left, cooling what she heated.

"Finish taking care of that shirt for me, will you?" she asks, trailing back around in front of him. "It's obstructing my view."

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weaponwithoutpurpose

"Yeah, it would," he answers with absolutely no opposition in his tone.

This is actual trust, he tells himself. A small drop of it, at least, to dilute the small voice in his head telling him that this is all just some sort of prank.

He slides off his fatigues and the t-shirt next, letting them fall to the floor. He bites back a self-depricating comment, scratching a nervous itch on his elbow before he lays his hands on his thighs again.