Hmmm, I probably do, but like I said, I don't think it can be recreated. He was good enough that I could go at him with everything I had but never actually hurt him, and he'd fight back fiercely enough to give me something real to fight against, but somehow in such a way I always felt perfectly safe even when he was hitting me back.
[Norton sighs wistfully. And has another sip of his drink.]
He was a very good warden. I'm afraid I can't live up to his standard, although if he were here he'd say something terribly insightful that would reassure me. I suppose we all have our strengths. His was punching people, and mine is blowjobs.
He asked me once what would make me happy. What would make you happy?
I don't believe that at all, but I'm troubled that you do. Of course, I always believed I deserved a happy ending even though I probably did not. But that's because I don't like letting other people, or fate, have the last word regarding my life.
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Date: 2024-05-22 02:28 am (UTC)[Norton sighs wistfully. And has another sip of his drink.]
He was a very good warden. I'm afraid I can't live up to his standard, although if he were here he'd say something terribly insightful that would reassure me. I suppose we all have our strengths. His was punching people, and mine is blowjobs.
He asked me once what would make me happy. What would make you happy?
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Date: 2024-05-22 02:32 am (UTC)He hates the question even more.]
I don't get to be happy. Not really in the cards for me.
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Date: 2024-05-22 05:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-05-22 11:23 am (UTC)I had my duty and once I fulfilled it, I was done.
You've read my file.
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Date: 2024-05-24 01:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-05-24 01:03 am (UTC)It passes the time.