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[reargunner]

Not yet.

Always knew what it was with us, that he'd be off eventually. Thought I was more okay with letting him go than it turns out I am.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

What does he have to say about it?

[reargunner]

[The answer comes after a bit of a pause.

We love each other. He's not willing to just let me go either.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Why would he?

Not like you have an exclusive thing.

Good on yall for talking it out though.

[reargunner]

Not really the point.

But yeah, he didn't really give me much choice there. He's good at that.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Good.

You deserve it.

Travel isn't off the table.

[reargunner]

Not sure how to make it happen yet but I guess I have time.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Deal would do it.

[reargunner]

Wasn't planning on sticking around for one.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Wasn't talking about that one.

[reargunner]

So, what, yours?

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Ain't really mine if you're doing all the fucking work. But yeah.

[reargunner]

Say that like you think I'm actually trying to get through this poxy system on purpose.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Yeah, I know. But you're the one here against your will, fighting for your fucking, literal life and I'm the one who gets the prize at the end, like you are supposed to be grateful to just have your life back.

I don't want it. Never have.

[reargunner]

Still think me being dead is complete bullshit, you know.

Far as I'm concerned I'm just waiting around to cross whatever arbitrary stupid line the Admiral set for me when I got here. And chances are I won't even know what I've done when I get to it.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

I definitely died, but alright. Point still stands.

I still don't know what I did, so I'm not a big help in that. But it does feel like nothing.

[reargunner]

I don't want to take your opportunity to get something you want. Been here long enough to earn something from that prick if nothing else.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

I got what I want from this place and I didn't need to ask the Admiral for it.

[reargunner]

If you say so. I could end up here for years. Might get sick of waiting around before then.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

You aren't a lifer, Alexei. I can tell you that much.

[reargunner]

How would you know?

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Cuz you aren't any different than the asshole wardens around here. If that's the measure we're using.

[reargunner]

Not sure if you're trying to insult me or not there, Jacob.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

If you can't tell, then it wasn't a good one.

Nah, no insult this time. Just facts.

[reargunner]

Don't really want to be compared to the wardens I think are fucking assholes to be honest. Kinda insulting in any respect.

Besides, don't think it works as a metric. Most wardens are just as messed up as inmates are and a good chunk of them could use a stint on the other side of things. If only to get the sticks out of their asses.