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[weaponwithoutpurpose]

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[reargunner]

Yeah.

Guess I hoped you might have some wisdom for me there or something.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Who me? Never.

Used to think it would be wherever Astarion and Ro were, but I can't be like that. Gotta be somewhere I'm happy, too.

You thinking about it now?

[reargunner]

Yes and no.

Still want to go home and stay there for the most part. I'm not just gonna leave my mom and sister thinking I'm dead or never knowing what happened to me.

But starting to think being able to move around might not be so bad.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

That would be real good, actually.

I think some people have a way to move around like that. Ships or powers or whatever.

[reargunner]

Yeah, know some people do.

Turns out I've got someone I don't want to let slip through my fingers as well, and if I let it happen, he's about to.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Can I ask who?

[reargunner]

Wasn't planning to just drop a hint like that and leave you hanging.

Florian.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Hey, you're allowed to have secrets.

He leaving now that his guy is done?

[reargunner]

Not yet.

Always knew what it was with us, that he'd be off eventually. Thought I was more okay with letting him go than it turns out I am.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

What does he have to say about it?

[reargunner]

[The answer comes after a bit of a pause.

We love each other. He's not willing to just let me go either.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Why would he?

Not like you have an exclusive thing.

Good on yall for talking it out though.

[reargunner]

Not really the point.

But yeah, he didn't really give me much choice there. He's good at that.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Good.

You deserve it.

Travel isn't off the table.

[reargunner]

Not sure how to make it happen yet but I guess I have time.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Deal would do it.

[reargunner]

Wasn't planning on sticking around for one.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Wasn't talking about that one.

[reargunner]

So, what, yours?

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Ain't really mine if you're doing all the fucking work. But yeah.

[reargunner]

Say that like you think I'm actually trying to get through this poxy system on purpose.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

Yeah, I know. But you're the one here against your will, fighting for your fucking, literal life and I'm the one who gets the prize at the end, like you are supposed to be grateful to just have your life back.

I don't want it. Never have.

[reargunner]

Still think me being dead is complete bullshit, you know.

Far as I'm concerned I'm just waiting around to cross whatever arbitrary stupid line the Admiral set for me when I got here. And chances are I won't even know what I've done when I get to it.

[weaponwithoutpurpose]

I definitely died, but alright. Point still stands.

I still don't know what I did, so I'm not a big help in that. But it does feel like nothing.

[reargunner]

I don't want to take your opportunity to get something you want. Been here long enough to earn something from that prick if nothing else.